As i looked at my hands blood dripped down.I dropped the knife on the floor like it was suddenly 

useless,i looked at the German i just killed.He was an officer,a young officer in his 18s but now he is just a number added to the death poll..........I never killed anyone before and i planed to stay that way.I thought to myself "am i in the right to kill a person doing his job".I glance at the field to see hundreds of dead soldiers on the ground, both side was in the wrong.One side wanted freedom the other wanted order.They say freedom is never free.....I was fighting for freedom they told us the enemy was evil,heartless and had no mercy...They told us soo much that we thought that the enemy had no family,friends,home,heart and no life......I checked the Germans bag to find a photo of a family with him in the middle.That was when i knew he was a man like me a man who hated what he was doing and just wanted to go home..Than out of nowhere i saw a german soldier with a pistol running towards me.As he came closer the sky turned dark.Then he was about 3 meters away from me.I heard a him saying"i don want to kill anymore"he than took the gun and pointed at his head and he came closer.Than *bang* blood splitter on my face.i looked at the sky it was going to rain.......so i stood up and started walking away.I did not know where to go but i  knew what was i train for and what were weapons given for KILLING AND ONLY KILLING.I walked and walked and walked.................I did not know why i did not cry for the german soldier or even tried to help him.....i guess it is to late for me.......seeing people die day after day, you will soon not care for them this was the turning point.TODAY WAS THE THE TURNING POINT FROM A HEART TO A GUN....after i killed the german..i started to turn to a REAL soldier............